EUPHORIA ♥

Tuesday, May 11, 2010 { 10:04 PM }

Hello. It's been a long day.
I'm about to say goodbye to it in a few.

Okay, so we went to UP for enrollment and stuff. Although I can't be registered yet 'cause I still have to come back on thursday for the x-ray results and all. I was with mom, by the way. Got to walk around the campus and take pictures. :D

This is along UP School of economics..

I think this is the "sunken garden". Being a freshman, I'm just new to these things. But I'm 95% sure I'm correct. hahaha. Certainly nothing garden-ish to me. :P

If you zoom in, a bit, there. Along the field is a couple. I saw them and took a picture. But I didn't really see them until I looked at the shot. :P I thought they were sweet. :"> :"> haha! I'm a sucker for cheesy moments. :))))) I'm sorry. XD

Had to wait for their lunch break so I could complete the medical requirements I'll be coming back for on thursday. SOOO.. we had LUNCH. :D :D :D That, up there, is the lunch of my life. SISIG!! Ohoho. :3 I was smugg the entire time we were eating. haha! I got so full! =))))))) ..along the alley of "karinderia's" are stores and computer shops. I saw UP jackets and shirts they're selling.

AWESOME. :)

(This here is the Vinzon's hall.)

While we were about to inquire for the scholarship thingie, I just remembered the look on our faces when the guard directed us to the stairs because we'll have to ask our questions on some floor. Room 303. -_-" :-L :| :| It was FTW!! XDD

Then we went some place after..

..and GUESS WHUTT?!

I got to buy gray nail polish. Lalala. We were in makati, looking around, when I saw it. I got it, and, silently, I was like, "FO SHIZ?!" so yeah. Bought it! aannd uhh. YEAH, I'm done shopping for now. Just for the immediate needs. I got 2 shirts and what not. I ran out of cologne also, soo.. that was on the list.

and I'm thinking of random thoughts like..

I want someone who laughs at my corny jokes. Someone who makes ME laugh, even when I'm tired and I don't feel like doing so. Someone who's sensitive and understanding. Someone who makes me feel loved, even when I feel so ugly. Someone who never tries to hurt me, and someone who loves me, for real. I want friends like that, mostly when I'm tired; or sad; or anything in between. Unfortunately, I really had a looong day and someone just ruined it for me. I always try being happy for everyone, but it gets hard when someone just spoils your fun. I wanted to seem okay, but, I dunno. I think it's just me, or is it? This person didn't mean to though, or atleast, that's what I think. I feel like I'm a bit sensitive today, and no, I don't have the red flag. Maybe all I need is a rest. Never guessed it was this hard pretending for everyone.

What's irony, when you still have to pretend to the ~~only~~ person you usually don't have to. It's written all over it.

IRONY.

Saturday, May 08, 2010 { 3:21 AM }

I'm just about to sleep now. I don't know why. :))))

I guess I felt like staying up late, and it's 3:21 am already.

GOOD NIGHT! :* :*

"I'm the all-nighter history repeater."

Thursday, May 06, 2010 { 10:31 PM }

Hey. =)

I lost track of the days I haven't posted anything.

I feel so. hmm. I just feel something. and it's not good. I just feel a wee bit sad. haha, nothing to fuss about. I've been doing okay and busy with the requirements for the enrollment and stuff. Downloaded a couple of new songs. I'm happy about that, and I miss my pencil. I plan to draw first thing tomorrow. I took a rest from drawing for a freakin' long time, it's getting into me. hahaha. Music happens to help me drown out my feelings, usually when it's hitting me so bad. I just forget them all after and be okay in a while. I love my life now. Everything still isn't perfect, but the everything around me makes it so special. I'm realizing how great each day is, and I'm so smugg about it. haha. (:

I just hate it when it's not ~~my name~~ you're saying..

Friday, April 30, 2010 { 11:44 AM }

HELLO :D :D
After a stomach turning wait,
I just found out I passed the TDT I took last 17th of April. :D :D
haha! This is just soo FTW. *woot* :O Thank you Lord. (: all the work really paid off. I'll get to go to my dream school, YAY!
UP, here I come. :)))

Thursday, April 29, 2010 { 1:28 PM }

Could it be, that summer's gone ~~too soon~~?!

They say flings are just those things you get naturally through summer. They are those relationships that are usually not taken seriously, and are gone when school is in season. Which means that nothing's official. But sometimes, we can't avoid being attention seekers and hopeless romantics who relentlessly look for love instead of waiting for it to come to us. We indulge into our emotions and eventually get attached. This is why we usually hurt on this year's period. We unintentionally get serious, and become unaware of emotional attachment. Guilty as charged, I'd rather not start anything with someone if I'm not willing to pull through or pull myself out whenever it's necessary. It just gives you something to make you feel less about yourself. It would only give you back those days when you just want the ground to swallow you up and you feel like your world is falling apart just because of one guy who wasn't even taking you seriously. You started out a fling and it was the same for this guy. Would you really say it was his fault, when you were the one who let yourself get carried away. So you end up crashing. Ripped apart when you knew well what was bound to happen.
Summer isn't supposed to be that way. Summer flings aren't supposed to hurt. Almost everything's bound to be temporary and we should know that. We should be giving less attention to how we look and more attention to how our hearts are. We're not even supposed to play around, because flings are equally brutal and can damage your heart at any time. You can't blame anyone for hurting you, because you're the one giving them the chance to do so.
I think it's best to avoid emotional attachments while you're not ready for a serious one. You would always end up hurting because you chose to take a shortcut, putting everything in your hands, knowing it wasn't God's time. It is better to wait for forever than to get every heartache in the world. Save yourself the sadness and the pain, and everything that's eating your heart out. Because you deserve better. You deserve nothing less.

{ 11:50 AM }

This Canadian heartthrob tweeted his 2.1 million fans Wednesday to report
"Finally got to New Zealand last night. The airport was crazy. Not happy that someone stole my hat and knocked down my mama. Come on people."

Okay, this kid is just adored by fans. I'm personally not one, but I just read the news that his outdoor concert performance was cancelled just because of the rampage he was causing. and would you believe that 5000 people just camped out for that event? Man, he's famous. There were even injured fans in the crowd. The most serious was a fractured kneecap. OUCH! :| He didn't even get to sign autographs and have pictures taken with the fans. His Mom was also pushed over in the incident. haha :| Luckily, his mom was okay. This rampaging and fan stampede happened on every place he went to.. Long Island, New York. Sydney, Australia & New Zealand. Justin even went as far as tweeting, "I am the most dangerous creature here!", because of all the commotion he brought about. :)))))))

{ 11:25 AM }

While I was browsing through youtube, I got reeally bored. So I kinda stumbled into this video thumbnail. haha. SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS :D :D ..okay, so I love watching that show. I never grew out of it. :))) ..it was weird though, 'cause he wasn't yellow like I knew him to be, he was green. EWWWW. hahahaha. I was kinda intrigued so I clicked it, only to find out that it wasn't really spongbob in it. It was a parody of some sort. But I was sure it wasn't for children to watch, because it had like series with drug names as titles. And they even smoke pot. :| :| All of them were like, sea creatures who do drugs. I think they even use "seaweed" as a substitute word for "weed", and everyone knows what that is. This is just sick. :| -_-"

here's a video of it.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010 { 10:39 PM }

"KILL me, KILL me, KILL me. oooooooooooohh.
Like KILL me, KILL me, KILL me. nooooooo."

okay.. so I don't hate Justin Bieber. But I seriously think that this kid hasn't GONE into PUBERTY, yet. The squeaky voice explains it all. =))) and his songs are a bit shallow for me, and he keeps repeating the same words a lot. haha! so, uhh. anyway.

Here's DJ EARWORM'S new remix. IT's superdupermega COOL yo! ;)

{ 10:32 PM }

Just a realization for the night:

" People are unpredictable, and ~~unconsistent~~. "